Something about melancholy....

2005-11-18T22:47:40+01:00

I always thought that we'll never be alone...But I was wrong. Ideed we are loney...Even if you're in crowd of people, amongst friends, with the person you care for...In those very moments I felt like I'm far away from my body...Looking at everything from the distance.Imagine yourself sitting in crowded pub, with your friends. Try to listen to what they say...Look at their faces, at their gestures. Some of them will seem tobe tired, some of them will laugh loudly and what will you do? Will you ask your tired frind what's going on or will you listen to the jokes of another? It's time to start thinking about yourself. How do you feel about it? Tanh you have two ways : " Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story" or you can " Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit." Two ways leads to one conclusion.... It's not worth to pay your attention on any of them. Look around...look at somebody who is not exposing his emotions in direct way, someone you didn't payed your attention at. He probably feel as lonly as you are... Have you ever thought about it? when your eyes are opened it's easier to see the truth in other's people eyes... Firsth of all think about yourself and that will make conscious...so you can see authentic people around you. Isn't it the truth taht you are seeking?

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consciousness

2005-11-17T14:46:13+01:00

Did You slept well last night? And when You woke up did You opened your eyes wide enough? Are You conscious? Consious enaugh to look around and see that the world isn't as you always thought it is. Now think how often do You think about yourself? Not about your work, partner, meal, about what your friend told you. How often do you look in the mirror thinking- that's me I feel good,tired, happy, lonely? I believe that more rare than You think. Well now let me tell You are just like everybody else...that's nothing wrong.In our diversity we all seem to be the same.

I open my eyes always when I'm alone in the crowd of people I don't know, always when I hear the music and when I see my reflection. Then I see the world in differen way, look in people's eyes and on their faces, wondering what they feel. I can't look at Your face, but I think I can make You think about yourself... If you only let me to do so.

I will write about the world I know in a very subjective way,so if you disagree with me, tell me... Let me take you on a trip...let me disturb You.

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Something about melancholy....

consciousness